The annual Chinese New Year's a typical routine for most of us. Visiting, AngPao, snacks. Visiting, AngPao, snacks. Each year varying very little from the other. However, this year, my family's no longer hosting the extended family dinner like we used to the past few years. It's kinda sad cos I miss having the crowd, the children, the heat. But then again, I get to see less (hopefully) of cousins I'm not a fan of.

I'm sorry that during such a joyous festival, I've gotta convey such unpleasant feelings towards my very own kin, but it's hard when u've relatives who choose to see u as invisible merely because u're not "cool" in their eyes. A cousin who's a stuck up, another who's a typical SPG who complains of being topic of unruly accusations in her blog (I wonder why). As much as I wanna love the 2, trying just makes it even harder.

It's very sad indeed that I have to blog about these repulsive issues when they're right under my roof. But a channel of relief is needed sometimes, to clear a lil space so that I can contain more when I return back to the living room in abit.

Oh, how sad is it for them, that the beloved eldest brother is absent. The one they love so much and look up to. Will they cry in their sleep tonight..?